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If you want to know how it all began, click HERE for the FIRST entry. At the top of each post you can click "NEXT ENTRY" and so on. It might make a bit more sense that way, and you might stumble upon one of my better postings in case this one sorta just sucks! CLICK HERE for a RANDOM ENTRY. Wednesday, Mar. 27, 2002 - 8:01 A.M. Day Two Recap Ok, get off my back. I had a rough start, ok? It's not like I never had a public meltdown before. I think I need to renumber this thing, since today is day 3, but I am recapping day 2, yanno? Day 2 wasn't as bad. I banked 3 points, only because I got wrapped up in the evening playing a heated game of Mah Jong and forgot about the bowl of cereal I had planned. By the time I was done playing, I decided I'd rather just go to bed, so I did. The reason for the banking is NOT so that I can save up to binge later, contrary to what has been implied by some! My fear is that evening will come, I will be out of points, and I will break. And I know me. If I break a little, I will break BIG. So I want to save points for the evening, like last night, in case I want a bowl of cereal. I'll get this thing down pat yet. It's only Day 3! One thing I have learned is that I can't drink my water very late at night. I was up three times to pee, and I am not usually like that! I went to Borders yesterday with Beast and Finchie to spend their gift cards. I picked up a cd of some really good writing music:Secret Garden. I usually like to write with Enya in the background, but this was playing at Borders and it was beautiful, so I splurged on myself. I avoided the cafe and the mochas and the whipped cream topped drinks that the kids indulged in. I was a good girl. I made a list of some of the foods I like, and figured out their points so that I don't have to calculate each time. Baked potatoes, one of my favorites, topped with seasonings is real low in points, and I stocked up on those Baked Lays in individual bags, since they didn't taste so much like cardboard on day 2 as they did on day 1. By tomorrow they will be delicious. I have warned everyone in the house that I will sever fingers if my inventory is pilfered. So. Why the "procrastination" image up there? I woke up at 3am in a pool of panic. I haven't gone for a fitting on my wedding dress, and I don't know if it can be finished on time now. Remember, I had to buy the jumbo sized dress and it has MAJOR alterations that have to be done. I have put this off forever, and I don't know why really. But now I am in a sweat over it, and of course the shop isn't open yet so all I can do is fret myself into oblivion. The other thing is that I have to have some blood work done. The orders for this blood test have been in the lab for about 2 months now. I haven't put it off entirely because of my needle phobia, though. One of the things he is testing is to see if my body is absorbing the hormones I am taking. The problem is that I have a real bad habit of forgetting to take them. So I have been waiting until I have a solid week without a miss so that I can get a good accurate test. Screw it. I have been good for about 5 days, I think, maybe less, but if I don't get this done TODAY I am a piece of shit. He is also testing for diabetes and all the other stuff. So it has to be a fasting blood test, so that's been another factor. The lab opens at 8. And it is closed on the weekends. So, it hasn't exactly been convenient to go, but I have put it off. I need to go in to see him REAL soon as my Beginning Weight: 204.5 Goal #1: 184 Total lost: 1.5 Pounds to go: 19.0 Won't you PLEASE leave your feedback here? 0 readers left their mark on this one!
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