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Tuesday, Jun. 07, 2005 - 10:05 P.M.
It's Not nice to Point!
The points really piss me off. Don't get me wrong, I thing weight watchers is likely the only diet I have any hope with. It works. It's not hard. It's the most flexible. It gives me the most control. But i don't want SOME control. I want ALL control. I want to eat WHAT I want WHEN I want and as MUCH as I want. I WON'T get over it either, I 'll just have to suffer the indignity of being what I am. A binge eater with no real ability to control my urges.
How depressing.
I managed to end the day 1/2 point under my limit on day one (yesterday) and I am heading into the bedtime hours with a whopping 7 points to my credit, and I have a one point dish of mouth watering fat-free sugar free banana cream pudding with my name all over it waiting for me when I finish this post. And it's JELLO brand too! Nothing but the best for this fat bitch.
Actually, there really is a cool part to this. I have a Palm Zire 71 for my PDA and I subscribed to the weight watchers gizmo that allows you to download all the stuff from their website and reference books to your PDA and synch it up each night. Awesome! Ok, so I'm a geek but cut me some slack, I have to grab at the little pleasures in life where I can find them right now.
And right now, that pleasure is waiting in my skim-milk made faux pudding. You know what's really sad? In about a week's time, I'm going to be really liking that crap. Pa-thetic.
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