I'm sorry I didn't spend more time listening to you.

I'm sorry I didn't stay inside of everyone of your hugs until you were done hugging me.

I'm sorry for all the times I thought I knew more than you did.

I'm sorry for all of the mean cruel nasty rude uncaring unthinking shitty words I threw (and wrote) at you.

I'm sorry I puked on my bed every time I had the flu.

I'm sorry for all of the times I probably made you think you were a failure as a mother.

I'm sorry for all of the times I didn't listen to you.

I'm sorry for all of the times I disrespected you.

I'm sorry for each day that we didn't speak to each other.

I'm sorry for every tear I cause you to shed.

I'm sorry for every moment you might have thought I didn't love you.

I'm sorry for every day I made more difficult for you than it needed to be.

I'm sorry for any day that you thought I didn't love or need you.

I'm sorry for ever thinking that you couldn't possibly know how I felt.

I'm sorry that I can't go back and do it again, do it better and maybe learn something about what it takes to be a mom like you.

I only hope that as I go forward I can be the supportive friend and example to my children as you have been to me and half the grandmother you have been to them.

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