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If you want to know how it all began, click HERE for the FIRST entry. At the top of each post you can click "NEXT ENTRY" and so on. It might make a bit more sense that way, and you might stumble upon one of my better postings in case this one sorta just sucks! CLICK HERE for a RANDOM ENTRY. Saturday, Jul. 27, 2002 - 5:11 P.M. She Plummeted ooohhhhhh, my friends. That up there is my worst nightmare. I have nightmares about my death. It's not what you might think. It's not so much that I dream about how I die, it's more like how I'm FOUND! I don't have the typical worries about dying in car crashes or the like. I have this feeling that when I die, it's going to be for some completely stupid reason, like taking a bullet meant for someone else, or getting in the way of a dagger and it's intended. AND more importantly, I worry that that it's going to be humiliating. You know, like, "I'll just run out for the newspaper without getting dressed, who will notice?" Can you picture that woman up there, looking down at herself as her soul leaves her body, saying "DAMN! WHAT was I thinking!" The naked body is not a particularly beautiful thing even when thin. Very few people, including models, look really great when naked (yes, I've seen a few while I was "reading the articles."). And even if someone DID look good naked, add in the death thing and it HAS to have a negative effect. Now add in the fat factor. Nuff said, I think. P.S. Fat people, like someone this fat, should NOT bungie jump! It's just not right. "I intend to live forever. So far, so good." *Steven Wright* Beginning Weight: 204.5 Goal #1: 184 (Met 5/19/02) Goal #2: 164.5 I hope to meet my final target by May 1, 2003 Won't you PLEASE leave your feedback here? 0 readers left their mark on this one!
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